Saturday, 30 September 2023

THE OTHERS

THE OTHERS
A Short Story
by Joseph J. Dowling

Underneath the vast, shattered city, the others cowered—third and fourth generation blind, their mutated genes passed down after the bomb. Above, in the brutal and endless nuclear winter, as the repeating process of survive, repair, survive continued, fragile society tried to ignore the sightless horror lurking below.

***

“Hurry up, Akiro!” I urged, stomping my frozen feet while scanning the decrepit mechanic’s yard. Something wasn’t right about this place. Despite the thin layer of ice which blanketed everything, it smelled damp and musty, almost rotten, like it wanted to be forgotten.

“Chill out, Hachiro, I’m going as fast as I can.”

Akiro’s greasy hair covered his face as he worked on the crumbling engine block. He was stripping out the rusted spark plugs and any other salvageable parts from the bones of an ancient Toyota. Well, I knew it was a Toyota—to most, it was just a junked wreck from before the war.

“Gimmie a hand over here,” Akiro said, groaning with immense effort.  “This last plug’s a son of a bitch.”

I dashed across to assist. With the extra leverage, the plug came out with a cranking squeal.

My strained voice echoed tightly off the cracked concrete. “Let’s get out of here.”

***

Below, two of them easily followed the sounds of the above dwellers as they worked, moved, and talked. Their perspiration sent waves of pheromones through the stale air. The two men were strong and healthy, but food was scarce, opportunities few. They would need to split the men up and they would need to attack quickly, otherwise they would fail and they would all starve.

***

 A metallic clang came from the other side of the Toyota. Something heavy. Fear clawed at me, my voice rising several pitches. “What the hell was that?”

Akiro spun, coiled and ready. A few seconds passed and nothing else moved; no other sounds. “I’ll check it out,” he said. “You stay here and keep your eyes open.”

Hunched down and alert, he inched towards the spot where the noise had come from. Akiro always was the brave one. He wiped his face with his tattered shirtsleeve and slid his blade from its sheath with a whisper.

I leaned around the Toyota and watched him edge forward. “See anything?” I said, craning to look in every direction at once.

“It’s a socket wrench. Must’ve fallen from somewhere.” He bent down to pick it up with his spare hand, tucking it into his overall. “This’ll come in han—”

A sudden movement and a grey flash of limbs. Akiro cried out as the thing clawed at him. Another of them joined in from behind, pulling at his long hair while I stood, frozen, paralysed by shock.

“Help me!” he cried. My friend’s shout was enough to pull me out of fear induced incapacitation and I sprinted towards the tangle of bodies. My foot dragged and I fell, catching sight of a grey wrist snaking back into the shadows as I tumbled to the floor. There were three of them now—at least three.

When I looked up again, Akiro pulled his arm back and plunged the blade into the midriff of one of the attackers. He pulled it out with a sucking sound, like a stick from thick mud. It emitted an inhuman, high-pitched shriek, and bent forward. Without hesitation, Akiro shivved the sharp blade into the stunned creature’s throat. Arterial blood jetted out of the small, ragged tear.

There was a glint of metal as the second of them flailed at him. A metal bar struck Akiro’s back with a damp thud. He cried out in pain and fell forward, stumbling but keeping his balance, but only just. His blade clattered to the floor, skidding out of reach.

The third creature was still in the shadows, lurking like a rat in a drainpipe, waiting for a chance to catch me unawares. I jumped to my feet and ran the other way around the car while the winded Akiro struggled. I had no weapon, so I launched myself headlong, smashing my forearm into the side of the thing’s head. It snarled, lashing out. Long fingernails sliced across my face. I heard a scurrying sound as the third one took its chance, but Akiro had recovered his blade and was holding the creature’s friend by its grey, sloping forehead. He sliced the knife across the soft, white, flesh of its exposed neck. Blood gushed out in a waterfall, and it slumped straight down, sitting cross-legged, like a drunk in a doorway.

“Duck!” he cried, raising the wrench he’d picked up earlier. I threw myself to the floor. Our connection was almost telepathic after so many years scavenging together and I understood what he wanted to do. The wrench flew straight and true, spinning end over end, and struck Akiro’s target above the eye with a strangled clunk. The sightless creature howled, arms reeling. The attack had failed, and its comrades lay dead. It tried to turn and run, but I grabbed its leg and sent it sprawling.

“How do you like it the other way around, bitch?” I hissed.

Akiro came towards it, striding with intent. He kneeled on its chest while it made sad, whimpering sounds, helpless under the weight. I could almost hear it pleading I’m sorry, it won’t happen again. We’re just so… so hungry!

For the first time, I had an uninterrupted look at one of them. It was slick and hairless, with blank white eyes redundant in deeply hollowed sockets. Puffs of condensation rose with each ragged breath. Its irritated lungs rasped and wheezed from the radiation damage, with no medicine to heal them. I almost felt sorry for it. Almost.

 “Do it,” I urged as Akiro held the blade aloft, in both fists, aimed precisely at where the thing’s rapidly beating heart must be.

He slowly lowered the knife.

“What are you doing, man? Kill the bastard.”

“I got a better idea,” he said. “Throw me that cord from your pack.” I did nothing, unsure of his intensions, before his intensions slowly dawned on me.

 “You’re insane, Akiro. We can’t bring that thing back with us. The rest of the group will freak out, man! Besides, who knows what diseases they carry?”

“Just hand me the damn rope,” he ordered. My head dropped before I fetched my backpack, pulled out a length of frayed rope, and slung it over to him. There was no point arguing with Akiro when he’d made up his mind. Unlike certain other members of our group, I instinctively knew when to push him and when not—one of the many reasons we worked so well together. So many egos and alpha dogs in our crew, but I preferred to play a supporting role.

His quick fingers soon had the thing hogtied. It emitted a slow, sad groan. I could sense its sensitive mind grappling with its fate, senses overstimulated, unused to spending so long above ground.

“Let’s bounce, before its friends come,” Akiro said, pulling the thing onto its feet, which were the same grey as the endless, snow-flecked skies above, visible through the mechanic yard’s smashed canopy. It stood quietly, with its head bowed, radiating apprehension like ripples from a sinking stone. This time, I felt a jolt of real empathy.

***

  In the sewer below, several of them huddled, listening. The men had been too strong, too healthy. They could not risk their numbers dwindling further, and instead they waited in impotent anguish for the men to leave so they could recover the corpses. At least they would not go hungry for a while.

***

Back at the warehouse, our group stood in silence, in a rough semi-circle, surrounding our captive. Its limbs were bound with cable ties to a grimy, moss-covered plastic chair, and the chair was shackled to a long-seized up radiator. It seemed to have accepted its fate, allowing its head to loll while it moaned softly.

Daichi stared at it, his finger and thumb resting against his chin, which was covered in a closely cropped beard, speckled with white. His deep voice boomed in the vast, empty building, causing the creature to flinch at the harsh sound.  “Doc, check this thing over. Perhaps we can learn something. I mean, these freaks were like us, what, eighty or so years ago, right?”

Doc ran forward and snapped on some blue gloves. He knelt and examined his subject, feeling for its blinking pulse and shining his pencil-thin torch deep into those white, sightless eyes.

Perhaps Daichi was right. Maybe we could figure out how to live side-by-side with the others. If we could save the four of five human lives we lost every year to their attacks, it would be worth it. We’d all seen enough slaughter to last a thousand epochs. This shithole of a city was big enough for us, the rats, and this Godforsaken species, surely?

END

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Thursday, 28 September 2023

A TRUE LOVE STORY

 


"A TRUE LOVE STORY"
(author unknown)

Her face was red with rage, her voice reaching a pitch only the neighbourhood dogs could hear. ‘Your father ain’t gonna be happy! What the hell were you thinking, girl?’
It was a fair enough question, under the circumstances. Seventeen-year-old Jessie was unmarried and pregnant. In 1944, there was no greater shame. The war was raging, but Jessie knew the hostilities would have nothing on the murders that would break out when her father got home.
Jessie’s mum, Elizabeth, and dad, William, were respectable working-class. She had been raised to keep her hand on her ha’penny until she had a ring on her finger. But that was before she met Arthur Smith. Oh, Arthur. Just the thought of him made her smile.
They’d met when she’d got a job in the same rag factory as him in Plaistow, East London. He might have been shorter than her, but what he lacked in size, he made up for in sparkle. On their first date, she’d been late.
‘You got one more chance,’ he’d said cockily, his eyes twinkling as he pushed back a mop of thick, dark hair. After that, Jessie hadn’t been late for any of their dates. There wasn’t much to do after dark in the blackout, so they’d made their entertainment – which was why she was now in this mess.
‘I’m sorry, Mum, but I love him,’ she protested.
‘I’d like to marry your daughter, Sir,’ Arthur said bravely to her father later that evening. ‘I’ll work my socks off to support us.’
‘I should bloody well think so,’ was the reply.
In October 1944, a scandal was averted when Arthur and Jessie tied the knot at a registry office in Stratford, her four-month baby bump covered by a simple white dress. East London looked as patched up and war-weary as the rest of Britain. Five long years of war had taken their toll. But Arthur and Jessie were the proudest, happiest couple alive. They were young and in love, and nothing else mattered.
There was no money or food for a reception, so they went to the pictures instead. Jessie can’t recall what they watched, because they were too busy kissing and cuddling. In the snug, dark warmth of the picture house, cocooned from poverty and the war, she melted into Arthur’s arms.
‘I don’t half fancy you, Mrs Smith,’ he whispered in the darkness. ‘I can’t keep me hands off you.’
‘You’re not so bad yourself, Mr Smith,’ she giggled.
Jessie waited for the romance to fade, as so many people told her it would. But the strange thing was, it didn’t. Not after their first daughter, a little girl also called Jessie, screamed her way into the world in March 1945, two months before the war ended in Europe. Nor when their second daughter, a little smasher by the name of Maureen, joined their family sixteen months later.
When she gave birth to baby David in September 1947, followed by Brian just over a year later, she was as crazy over her Arthur as the day they had set eyes on each other in the rag factory.
‘Blimey, love, I’ve only got to wink at you to get you in the family way,’ Arthur joked, when she gave birth at home to Linda in November 1949, followed by Pamela in February 1951.
‘Just as well we like nippers,’ she laughed. And she really did. Every child born to her and Arthur was an extension of their love, and their family grew stronger and happier with each perfect baby she delivered.
In 1948, they got a council house, a lovely new build in Dagenham, with, glory of glories, an indoor lav, running water and three whole bedrooms.
‘How do you do it, Jessie?’ her neighbour May Spratt asked, over their twice-weekly treat, a fag in the kitchen, shortly after she gave birth to their seventh child, Julie, in July 1952. ‘All your kiddies are immaculately turned out.’
‘Search me,’ Jessie shrugged. ‘Actually, tea. That’s what keeps me going, so be a pal, May, and stick the kettle on!’
Tea definitely helped – there was a never a time Jessie didn’t have a huge brown pot covered in a knitted tea cosy on the go – but there was something else she realised as food rationing ground on and on. The war had been horrible, but it hadn’t half made her resourceful. She never bought anything that she could make herself, and all her free time was spent sewing and knitting baby clothes. Jessie’s hands were in perpetual motion and she could jig a baby on one hip, whilst stirring a pot or unravelling knitting with the other.
Breakfast was an enormous pot of porridge made with water, and tea was bread and jam, or bread and dripping (with yesterday’s bread), washed down with a gallon of well-mashed tea. Once a week, Jessie would cook a stew, made of scrag-end meat simmered for hours with a pennyworth of potherbs. She had an alchemist’s gift for conjuring up meals from nothing.
When she wasn’t cooking, cleaning, darning or wiping noses, Jessie was scrubbing. Cloth baby napkins and Arthur’s work clothes would be scrubbed down in the old dolly tub, before being wrung out through a giant mangle.
Arthur did his bit too, and true to the promise he made as a seventeen-year-old lad, he did work all the hours God sent, and more besides, even getting a second job as a painter and decorator to support their ever-growing brood.
In July 1954, food rationing finally ended in Britain, but it didn’t make much difference in the Smith household, as by the December of the same year, they had another mouth to feed, their eighth child, a little girl called Lesley.
However, that Christmas was Jessie’s happiest ever, as their children unwrapped one present each. It wasn’t much – just a scooter or a dolly – one toy was all they could afford from the little bit of money they had managed to squirrel away each month from Arthur’s wages.
‘Where’s my Christmas present then?’ Arthur murmured in her ear as they snuggled up in bed later that night.
His present came in the form of another son, Michael, born in June 1957, then Peter in November 1959. Arthur took on yet more work to cope with the demands of their large family, but he was always there on a Friday evening for the weekly bath-time fun. Together, they’d drag in the old tin bath from the garden and fill it with warm water in front of the fire, and in they went, two at a time.
‘Blimey, this is like a conveyor belt,’ Arthur joked, as he struggled to contain a slippery little person, desperate to avoid the weekly wash. It was worth the effort, though. What was better than seeing ten perfect, clean little children snuggled in front of the flickering firelight in their pyjamas and nighties?
As a new decade dawned and the 1960s exploded, Jessie realised that she’d been having babies more or less non-stop for fifteen years. There was no swinging in the Smith household, just scrubbing! The new fashion for beehives and mini-skirts passed Jessie by, especially when she fell pregnant with their eleventh child. Barbara was born as 1961 came to a close.
Package trips to sunny foreign climes like Benidorm were beginning to open up to curious Brits, but not for the Smiths, where a yearly camping trip to the South Coast was all the household budget could stretch to. Jessie would pack up a bumper stack of Spam sandwiches and off they’d go for a day at the beach. Days out were so much more fun with eleven kids to help bury Dad up to his neck in the sand!
After one lovely day at the beach in Brighton, Arthur flung his arms around his wife and kissed her, his lips tingling with salt.
‘I do love you, Jessie,’ he whispered. Jessie took in his thick dark hair, now sprinkled with grey and his eyes, baggy with exhaustion. She felt the same as she did all those years back when they’d had their shotgun wedding.
‘Smile for the camera, lovebirds,’ said a friend, who’d brought down an old Box Brownie. Larking about in front of the pier, Jessie hitched up her skirt and whooped it up for the camera. ‘And you still got a cracking pair of pins!’ Arthur grinned.
Heading back home to Dagenham, Jessie realised she’d never been so content. They turned down their street in a great belch of petrol fumes, their old car bursting at the seams with sun-kissed kids – no such thing as seat belts in those days.
By 1964, most homes down their street had televisions, but not the Smiths’, so they had to make their own entertainment. And so it was that Jessie gave birth to their twelfth, and final, child.
Their family was finally complete.
Fast-forward a few years, and her family grew somewhat larger. Jessie eventually became the head of an enormous clan with, wait for it, 44 grandchildren, 99 great-grandchildren and 20 great-great grandchildren! So many, in fact, her family had to made her a spreadsheet so she could keep track. The papers dubbed her Supergran in June 2017, when her 175-strong brood threw her a surprise ninetieth birthday.
Camera crews from around the world beat a path to her door to interview this mighty matriarch, but Jessie is an unassuming, humble woman and declined. Fortunately, she did open the door to her Dagenham home to me and we had a wonderful trip down memory lane. Many cups of tea were drunk as we looked through her family album.
We paused on a glorious photo of her and Arthur, taken that day when they larked about in front of Brighton Pier in the 1960s. Despite its seaside sauce, it had such an innocent quality. You could almost smell the chip fat and candyfloss.
‘Look at me flashing my knickers!’ she laughed. ‘I was a caution back then. I still can’t believe he’s gone. We were so in love. We never went to bed without a kiss and a cuddle on the settee.’

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IN CASE I FORGET


"IN CASE I FORGET"
(by J. Boyle)

If the day comes
and In case I forget
remind me always
of the baby I met.
Sit by my side
and tell me a story.
A one of our life.
A one of glory.
In case I forget
that I watched you grow
I'm telling you now
I loved you so.
Remind me of times
of happier days.
Keep me alive
in the sunshine rays.
In case I forget
all the memories we made
the fun and laughter
and games we played.
Keep showing me the album,
the one in your heart
reminding me always
at each days start.
In case I forget
the love that we built
in a home full of warmth
without any guilt.
Know that I had
so much love in my life.
A Mum and a Nana
and a happy wife.
In case I forget
my Grand children's faces
remind me of us
and familiar places.
In case I forget
why I hurt so much
Hug me and remind me
of your loving touch.
In case I forget
then I am glad you have not
and you'll cherish the memories
that I have forgot.

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THE POWER OF ONE


"THE POWER OF ONE"
(by Becky Hemsley)

One leaf can disrupt a whole army of ants
And can leave them all scared and confused
And it takes just one word, even one from a stranger
To render our self-esteem bruised
It takes just one flick of a switch in a light room
To promptly turn everything black
And it only takes one hand to push us too far
Just one straw to break our camel’s back
It takes just a moment when all is aligned
For the sunshine to blot out the moon
And it takes just one foot to kick us whilst we’re down
Just one sprinkle of salt in the wound
And yet when we think of ourselves as the one
Then we think we’ve no power at all
That we won’t make a difference when this world’s so big
And we feel so incredibly small
But it takes just one leaf to announce spring is coming
One seed for a flower to grow
And it takes just one hand to stop someone from falling
Which might mean far more than you know
It takes just a word to make somebody’s day
Just one switch to turn dark into light
And it takes just one foot to stand up for someone,
Just one sunrise to soften the night
So harness the power of one for yourself
It’s a power you’ve held all along
Yes, I know that you think you can’t change the whole world
But you can change the world for someone
******
Becky Hemsley 2022
'The Power of One' is from the book What the Wild Replied

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BAGGAGE


"BAGGAGE"
(by Becky Hemsley)

She opens up her suitcase
And it’s loaded to the brim
She simply doesn’t have the room
To squeeze more baggage in
Her hold-all’s filled with years and years
Of things she has endured
But you think she has no hold-all
‘Cause she acts so self-assured
But just because she’s confident
And acts like she’s alright
It doesn’t mean her baggage
Is inconsequentially light
For though her life looks rosy
It doesn’t mean to say
That she doesn’t carry burdens
That weigh her down each day
She’s fought off many monsters
Often swam up from the depths
She’s walked through many fires
And pulled herself back from the edge
So never think she walks on air
When she’s actually walked through hell
You just don’t know her load is heavy
Because she carries it so well
******
It's ok to put a few things down sometimes ❤
Becky Hemsley 2021
Image created with Bing/Dall.E
Baggage is from Talking to the Wild https://a.co/d/57xLeCX

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Wednesday, 27 September 2023

I WONDER


"I WONDER"
(by Becky Hemsley)

It would have been your birthday today.
And I wonder how we’d celebrate.
Would you tell us you were too old for cake?
Would you tell us that you didn’t want any presents -
only our presence –
like you always used to?
Where would you want to eat and what would you order?
Would there be balloons or champagne or candles?
It’s your birthday today.
And I can only wonder.
But I’ll put a candle in a cake.
I’ll order in your favourite food and
I’ll feel your presence.
I will remember your birthdays of before and I will look at photos of you opening presents and blowing out candles and making wishes.
And as I blow out the candle on my little cake,
I will make a wish too.
I will wish that you are at peace.
And wish that one day I will feel at peace too.
And then I will raise a glass and eat the cake.
And I will wish you
a Happy Birthday.
*****
Someone requested that I post this today, ready for a departed loved one's birthday tomorrow. Sending love to that person and to anyone missing someone unbearably right now 💔
Becky Hemsley 2023
Artwork created with Dall.E
'I Wonder' is from 'When I Am Gone' https://a.co/d/1ntKudz

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"A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS MARKET, NOT"

"A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS MARKET, NOT" (author unknown) Is there anything less festive than the Christmas markets? Thousands of piss...